Chasing After Me by R.C. Martin

Author:R.C. Martin [Martin, R.C.]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Tags: A Made for Love Novel
Publisher: R.C. Martin
Published: 2017-03-05T16:00:00+00:00

I wake with a start, and I’m immediately alert. I blink, my eyes still tired and irritated from crying last night, but my brain too focused on a couple key sensations I feel at the moment—the first of which is the warm, hard body beneath me.

Yeah. That’s right. Beneath me.

I am all over Coder—and when I say all over, I mean all over. My sheets and comforter are nowhere in sight. I’m practically plastered to Coder’s chest, my right arm hugging his side, my head tucked underneath his chin, my left leg hooked entirely over his hips. And, as unbelievable as it might seem, my left hand is in his right one, our fingers laced together and resting just beside my head.

And that’s just what my body is doing.

Peeking over my shoulder, I confirm my suspicions that what I feel against the bottom of my thigh is his dick, which is very much awake and poking at the fabric of his boxer briefs. This, I remind myself, is a completely natural, unconscious bodily incident that men have to deal with. Yet, I can’t help but think—given that at some point during our slumber, Coder pushed up my shirt and reached into my shorts, where his hand is now resting comfortably around my left, panty-clad butt cheek—that perhaps this is all my doing, having sprawled myself all over him.

Wishing not to disturb him, I gently settle my cheek back onto his chest, wondering just how I’m to get out of this. The longer I think about it, the more I begin to relax. I tell myself that while Coder has yet to see me completely naked, he is becoming well acquainted with my body. His hands underneath my clothes is nothing new. As a matter of fact, I won’t lie—I enjoy it very much; but after what he said to me last night, I realize that I’m not being fair at all.

The thought of touching him makes me nervous. I’m afraid I won’t do it right, or that I’ll disappoint him with my lack of experience. I don’t want to turn him off. Granted, I’m not ready to have sex. Actually, as much as I like Coder, and as good as he makes me feel, I’m not entirely sure if sex before marriage is even something that I want. Until now, it’s never really been something I had to think about. I’ve never questioned the rule to wait because I’ve never had to. Now, I know it’s time for me to make a decision that’s mine. Not my parents’, not the church’s, not even Coder’s—but mine. Free will is a gift granted by God, and I intend to exercise it.

Coder yanks me from my thoughts as he sucks in a deep breath, both of his hands squeezing the parts of my body that they’re holding.

“Fuck,” he groans. I seal my eyes closed tight, not sure what to do about the crazy tingling sensation going on in my stomach at the sound of his gravely morning voice.

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